| Thursday, July 21st, 2005 |
| 12:30 am |
woohoo
SO my manager mrs johnna offered me the job today..... so i am now the team lead of infants and boys.. i have to get it finalized by the HR person like to find out what im going to be making and all that jazz.. but its 3 dollars more an hour.. tehy just have to tell me it.. its exciting... i really wanted this job.. it was absolutly perfect for me right now with matt leaving to santa cruz.. the fact that im going to have every other weekend off is amazingly perfect so i can go see him... the fact that they are going to work with school.. so im going to have tuesdays off and thursday is going to be my closing day...makes me realllllly happy and the rest of my shifts are going to be day side.. so im going to have a normal schedule.. i am full time.. required hours.. i dont have to worry about only getting 20 in a week because i will finally have full time status.. im just really excited .. yahhhhhh |
| Monday, July 18th, 2005 |
| 1:11 am |
its kinda cool... ever since i got my wireless modem i have meant to go outside and try to use it.. and finally.. forever later im actually doing so.. My room is super hot and i cant sleep so i decided to come outside for a little bit... fun i tell ya.. although im a fraidy cat so i keep looking around like someone is going to pop out of the bushes or something, possibly even a troll. a month until my birthday and vegassss how exciting.. i cant wait to wear my funky outfit i bought.. im sure ill post tons of pictures when i get back so beware of that when it happens.. mabye there will be some fun ones to see... why am i so sccccred... giggle.. i live in a good neighborhood.. i swear.. :) im scared to find out when matt is going to leave to go back to school.. sounds lame.. but i just wanna know.. i like being prepared for everything.... my mommy bought a new digi cam so .. maybe ill post even MORE pictures now.. yeah i know.. lame.. so i cant wait until the next day at work so i can get my promotion .. since my ETL already told me and i just have to wait for my human resources girl to officially ask me.. i just am 'cited :) ok all done.. i guess i cooled down.. so im going to bed.. its 1 15 and im tired... ok LOVE Christine |
| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005 |
| 12:09 am |
:( saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday :( im just about half way there everyone.. its getting more sad everyday |
| Saturday, June 18th, 2005 |
| 11:41 am |
tear
saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday MONDAY im sad my boy is gone... im so sad... its ok.. but still... ever since the first day i laid eyes on him.. the first time i saw him.. ive never had to go 10 days without seeing him... and now.. im totally in love and its gonna be sad.. but i guess i have to get used to it....becauseeeeee we went down to santa cruz because he had to do a learning plan to get his admission back into that school.. and he found out he has a year left... it goes from september to june.. so 9 or 10 months.. and im worried about 10 days... i guess its just because its the first time he has left.. and also i will get used to only getting to see him sometimes when he goes to school. im just sad.. and happy.. and relieved.. i mean true it could always take longer if something goes differently or he double majors or minors or SOMETHING so its not like im counting on it only being 10 months.. gosh im rambling.. the point was to say im going to miss him.. but 10 days will fly by :) i hope ok ok byebye christine |
| Saturday, June 11th, 2005 |
| 10:07 am |
hey
i havent updated in awhile so i figure i might.... yesterday i applied to work in one hour photo.. as a specialist... i guess target is taking over our photo department.. it used to be outside owned.. so we have to staff it.. so up went the postings... its like a level 2.. so its not too much more an hour.. but the hours are good.. they said they would work around school because basically i would make the schedule if i got it there.. just everything it seems like it could be fun.. and im very interested in change.. it was that or applying for AP in Manteca.. and although it might be good for my future.. the fact that i have some sort of experience (not good though) i still dont want to leave.. i know everyone where i work and im comfortable with the managers and stuff.. so i realllllly hope that i get it.. i turned it in yesterday and my HR manager said she would get me an interview today with our ETL. so.. cross your fingers for me :D other then that not much is going on.. matt goes on vacation next week.. so the first time without seeing him almost everyday is gonna happen.. but i guess its good since hes leaving and im gonna have to deal with it anyways.. oh well.. have fun in iowa and minnisota (cant spell it) MATTHEW... ok.. i worked the last two days in the day so i had to get up early and today i wake up and 9 and im mad :) it was my day to sleep in and i got up at 9.. poop... ok love you all.. hugs <3 christine |
| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005 |
| 12:31 am |
sigh
116 days left to enjoy the pleasure of spending a lot of time with my boyfriend... my love goes back to school on november 17 ( well thats when the quarter starts) if he goes to the fall quarter which i hope he does... ill be sad.. but i continue to tell myself that its just a year and a 3 months.. and he will be all done.. at the end of 2006 he will be home free.. cross your fingers everyone.. he went to UC santa cruz and he took about 2 years off and now he is going back... im excited.. way way excited that he is going to finish. but im still sad... its scary when your so used to seeing someone almost everyday to going to where you dont get to see them at potentially weeks at a time.. but i have 116 days to strenghten our bond even more then it already is :) (that would be kinda hard) we are going to be great.. we are going to work with what we have.. and we are going to do whatever we have to ... yes ok im done.. i know its far ahead of time and i have to live in the moment.. but sometimes.. its really hard to live in the moment when you know in the near future that everything is going to change love you <3 christine |
| Friday, May 20th, 2005 |
| 1:22 am |
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| Monday, May 16th, 2005 |
| 12:44 pm |
oh and
i know its lame to keep counting.. but 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 tada!! |
| 2:46 am |
hehe ive spent the past 3 hours looking at random peoples livejornals tonight and really thats kinda sad.. always observing.. never really doing anything about it.... yeah thats me. anyways.. been kinda crabby lately.. i dont know whats wrong with me.. but smething is lol.. i sound retarded saying it. but its ok... april had her baby.. such a cute little boy.. i hope he grows up to be a sweeeeeet one (im sure he will) i need some baby love so he cant be afraid of me or something.. anyways... work is getting more and more annoying everyday.. i think im going to need to find something new before i go crazy.. just the people and the shit people get away with drives me crazy.. i cant understand why people are the way they are.. and its so angering to not be able to tell people how completly shallow and ignorant and stupid they really are.. PHEW that makes me feel better.. oh and im gonna go see star wars on wednesday .. im gonna be one of those lame people waiting in a line for hours to see it at 12a.m. on wedensday.. the first showing.. well that doesnt cost 500 dollars :) matt likes dorky stuff like star wars and star trek.. so i guess going the first day is ok.. i definatley would have wanted to see it in the theatre.. so first day it is lol.. fucking infomercials have been playing all night and its MY FAULT because im not changing the damn channel.. that would take too much energy .. ok not really but im really starting to get annoyed with the stupid things sigh.. well i guess ill try to go to bed now because if im sleeping im not sad... im missing something everyone.. anyone wanna tell me what it is so i can be happy again <3 christine |
| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005 |
| 12:25 am |
hmmm
everyone.. im sooo scared... my mommy is going to have her gastric bypass surgery in the morning.. we have to leave in about 4 hours to get there on time.. and im freaking out... everyone.. can you just think of her today.. because im going to be a messs..... call meeeee 1-209-815-3457 id love to hear from you.. ill need it :) <3 christine |
| Sunday, May 1st, 2005 |
| 12:14 pm |
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| Friday, April 22nd, 2005 |
| 2:30 pm |
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel this song is soo true... let me just tell you... ok i love you all byes christine |
| Thursday, April 14th, 2005 |
| 1:51 am |
i have one thing to say....... yes? |
| Monday, April 11th, 2005 |
| 12:44 am |
j eifj omgerayknf ifu s sotlj love sdk ekkk cueh u sied owy din eamy osj a eit oefh .... wooooo sug |
| Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 |
| 12:02 am |
went to my brothers mothers funeral today.. and then hung out with my brothers for a few... :( :( i will post a picture of my crazy "young generation" of my family once i get them on here... yep yep <3 christine |
| Monday, March 28th, 2005 |
| 12:56 am |
Happy Easter
so i woke up to there being nobody home.. so i called my dear friend jeffrey (who is all alone for holidays now that his mom passed) and asked him to lunch since he had to work tonight (damn super wal marts lol) so we went to lunch.. then i went over there and bought mommy flowers.. then i waited.. i got the baby since my brother is still not allowed to have him alone and we waited for my mother.. she made dinner (hey i tried to help) and matthew came over for dinner.. it was nice.. so we ate and watched part of the incredibles and then we hung out.. i dunno.. it wasnt a hectic family crazy day.. but it was a nice one... im glad target was closed today.. i needed a rest from getting out of there at freaking 145 a.m. the night before.. grrr... anyways.. this is probably making no sense because its one though right after the other so i will end this now... i just hope everyones easter was great.. i love you... heres just a few pics
 happy easter everyone!!
 its me and my matthew :)
 awww its matt and my newphew and my crazy covered walls .. wanna guess what the things on the wall is? christine |
| Thursday, March 17th, 2005 |
| 1:05 am |
 tuesdays was me and matts yeariversary it was funnnnnn so i found the dorkiest picture and hid it with roses :) it looks funny but i dont care.. im tired and bored.. and yeah. So he brought me my yellow roses on monday night and we watched a cinderella story and went to sleep.. then tuesday we didnt do much either.. we had sushi for lunch and went bowling and went to early dawn for dinner.. we really didnt have too much to do but i didnt need to do anything except spend the day with him.. and he listens.. i have been wanting a locket for a long time and he got me one yah.. and his card has got to be the cutest card i have ever got. yeah well anywyas.. im half asleep so i need to be goign to bed.. i love you all.. yes all.. byebye christine |
| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 |
| 12:28 am |
blah
so matt has stuck with me... zac broke up wiht me... 11 and a half months plus one day makes matt the longest boyfriend ive ever had.. i can actually have a guy love me for more then 11 and a half months everybody.. isnt it amazing.. i honestly think it is.. there was a long time there when i thought it would never happen for good reason im sure..(cough) im crappy (cough) i love to love.. and im glad someone actually loves me.. indeed ok enough of my dork entry... im sorta sad right now.. so ill go to sleep.. byes |
| Monday, February 28th, 2005 |
| 8:49 pm |
a few pics..
i had a disposable camera from a couple weeks.. most of them with of my favorite dog bandon and me and matt.. so here some are.. they are kinda big so thats why im putting them in a cut.. i hope you think they are as cute as i do .. <3 ( Read more... )there they are.. i hope you loveeeeee them ;) |
| Thursday, February 24th, 2005 |
| 2:02 am |
Happy Birthday Matthew Michael Griffin.... i love you. <3 christine |